Dear
Brothers and Sisters:
We
would like to thank you for your generous grants and prayers for the Taiwan Mission
Team at Blacksburg Christian Fellowship (BCF). Because of your support, the whole
team could go to villages in Taiwan and continue God's work among the middle school
students, whom we call "kids," in 2006. I am also grateful that God
chose me to go on this mission and let me experience His abundant blessings during
this trip. Here, I would like to share my experience with you in two parts:
Seeing
the need of these kids and people in Taiwan
During the entire trip, we deeply
experienced what the Lord has revealed to us, "For our struggle is not against
flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the
powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly
realms (Eph 6:12)." At first, every activity was blessed and went smoothly,
and was better than we expected. We all tried whatever we could to relate to those
kids and to bring them before the Lord. Every time, when we were about to claim
the victory, it seemed that spiritual opposition would descend before us from
somewhere.
For
example, a heavy rain came on the following-up day and stopped the kids from coming
to the Gospel meeting at the first camp. We only had 12 kids come that day. Additionally,
that rainy day also prevented an outdoor Gospel meeting held by WuChang Church.
We were invited to perform the Gospel event that afternoon and to pray and walk
around their community. Because of the rain, they moved the meeting inside the
church. Thus, most participants were our brothers and sisters. The prayer-and-walk
was also affected, but some brothers and sisters still went with faith.
At
the second camp, all of the activities on the fourth day had to be canceled due
to a typhoon. But all workers of the body in this camp were able to get together
to worship Him, to proclaim God's arriving Kingdom and His victory in ShanTou,
and to lift our burdens to Him. Once again, we brought those kids and people in
that village before the Lord in our prayers. To our amazement, God answered our
prayers and turned the whole situation around during the next two days. In the
typhoon day, we, as God's soldiers, were sent to visit some kids, who were in
need of concern and His Good News and blessings. One of students was able to hear
the Gospel and decided to accept Him into her life. After visiting, all of us
were able to get to know more about the kids' backgrounds and their needs. Additionally,
all of us got to share our thanks to the Lord with each other. On the following-up
day, God brought most of kids to school safely. We were grateful for His fulfillment.
The villages and communities we visited were surrounded by temples.
Local people strongly believe in local religion and worship idols. Some of them
do not even believe what they are worshiping can bring them any good, but they
still follow people to do what they do, including worshiping idols. This climate
has rooted into their lives. Therefore, they are driven to worship those idols
blindly. These kids are now living under this kind of dark force. Apparently,
not only do these kids need our concern, but the whole nation is in need of our
prayers. This nation has been under the dark power for so long. What we cannot
accomplish, it is possible in God's will. Let us not only pray for the follow-up
of local churches to these kids, but also pray for this nation. Pray that the
Lord will have mercy on these people and forgive them, for they do not understand
what they are doing against Him. Pray that the Holy Spirit would continue to working
in these kids' hearts and prepare them for His harvest time to come. And, pray
that God would keep sending His servants to this nation, and even raise up His
servants in this nation to save His chosen ones.
Experience
of God on this trip:
The Bible says, "And we know that in all things
God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to
his purpose (Rom 8:28)." At the second camp, most of students attended our
Gospel meeting though it was the real typhoon day. When we saw the terribly heavy
rain in the morning, we turned to God immediately and prayed for the students'
safe arrival. Because of a misunderstood report, the typhoon day was reported
about a day earlier, but the following-up day was the real typhoon day. But, if
not for the typhoon, we would not have bound together before the Lord and prayed
for the Lord's will to be fulfilled. If God had not sent us to visit some kids,
that girl would not have accepted Him, and we would not have gotten to know these
kids more and to know their needs. Additionally, we would not have experienced
the sharing together and our thanksgiving to the Lord.
Through
that sharing, God healed me. As the Bible says, "A bruised reed he will not
break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out. In faithfulness he will bring
forth justice (Isa 42:3)." In 2005, Kuan-chin had serious hard feelings with
local workers and BCF workers in ShanTou. BCF workers joked at me that I was supposed
to be a local student worker, not a BCF worker. Therefore, I had a hard time being
between the two of them, and thus experienced an identity crisis. I also had a
really bad impression of the local student workers because a few of them excluded
me, and one was trying to isolate me from two different teams. Their attitude
toward me really hurt me though they may not have meant it. But that really decreased
my interest of this mission for the next year. That was why I had a difficult
time deciding whether I should go on this trip this year because I knew I would
have to cooperate with the same group of brothers and sisters again. Besides,
I may have made a bad impression on some of them. Because of God's encouragement
through His word, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect
in weakness (2Co 12:9)," I submitted and went. I am really grateful for God's
making me go. Otherwise, I would not have shared with those brothers and sisters
that my impression of their fellowship had changed (the people who hurt me last
year did not attend this year's mission). This year, the BCF workers were especially
careful to avoid the identity crisis problem. So I had a very good time teaming
with them and sharing with them every morning and evening.
When
I was sharing with my godmother about this trip on the phone, she reminded me
that God was healing me. She felt I was experiencing His healing power again.
I really agree with my godmother. After I went back from the first trip of this
mission, I told myself that there is no way I would go on a trip like this again,
because I was emotionally and spiritually hurt. At the time, I felt I was embarrassed,
and brothers and sisters around me were making me feel useless. Though they may
not have meant to, their actions and words had hurt me. This year, God made me
do a lot of work during the whole mission. For example, I had chances to share
my testimony with these kids, how I came to Him and learned about forgiveness
through His own son dying for us on the cross. I had shared at least five times
about my testimony with these kids in the Gospel meetings and in the small groups.
God used these chances to help me get healed and relieved time by time. Most importantly,
I was neither isolated, nor excluded. I experienced how the whole of us could
work just like a body when we all focused on Him and His will. However, God used
His way to humble me, and then, raised me up again.
Through
this trip, God also showed what He has told us, "So neither he who plants
nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. The man who
plants and the man who waters have one purpose, and each will be rewarded according
to his own labor (1Co 4:7-8)." Because of our previous experience, we knew
what we were supposed to prepare before the trip. We had every thing prepared
including verses, hymns, skits, props and so on. I thought, as long as we did
a good job performing God's message and showing God's Love to these kids, they
would follow our expectation to come before Him and accept Him just like we saw
last year. This year, we really did a good job interacting with kids, and we saw
the kids' good responses. When I was thinking that we deserved to see the same
result as last year, God humbled my heart again and again. The heavy rain and
the typhoon weather on following days, respectively, made me realize that this
was all His work and His mission. My overconfidence was not even capable of transforming
these kids' hearts. But He loves His people so much that He wants to show us His
glory, His existence, and His work through His own mission. And, we were blessed
to be chosen to witness for His work and His power. How He could turn the whole
situation around when we simply humbled ourselves before Him to worship and to
praise Him. How He amazingly touched and softened these kids' hearts when we brought
them before Him and gave them to His hands instead of carrying them as burdens.
As
Job said, "My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore,
I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes (Job 42:5-6)." Unabashedly,
I had thought how much I could do for these kids and God's mission. On the contrary,
I was not even capable of predicting how the weather might be. I should not have
deserved this opportunity to serve Him if it were not because of His grace. Additionally,
I would not have had the opportunity to experience His power, His healing, and
His amazing work without your prayers. I would like to thank you again for your
trust, patience (for this report), and your support.
God
bless you.
Kuan-chin
(Gina) Lin
Email: ginalin80@gmail.com
09/16/06
"Be
self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion
looking for someone to devour (1Pe 5:8)".